This is the question that I have been asking myself for quite sometime now.. I am finally getting tired of being here, back at home, but does that really mean I should join the college? The question would probably be answered when I finally sit in those rooms.. But ever since I returned from college on 8th, I am feeling a bit too strange.. Strange is the exact word because I am not only visibly upset but somehow I have this uneasiness inside.. This unrest.. I don't really experience it every time I am about to join college and it feels so bad inside.. I am prepared and charged for the new session but its somehow seems so difficult to be back..
College is the place where I have had some great times, though my college isn't a very happening place, but somehow this place hold a special place as it has given me amazing friends and a few thrilling experiences but still the idea of joining the college back this year seems a bit to disturbing!! That too for the first time in four years.. It was excitement to go back and meet friends after a break from the tiring holidays in 1st year.. In second year too, we looked forward to joining college after getting bored of being at home.. But this time, it seems that I am not looking forward to being back at all!! It seems so disillusioning an option to hit back those roads again..
I hope being back there on 18th would somehow instill a joy in me and I feel like jumping onto the bandwagon that turns the whole experience into a joyful experience.. Lets hope the very sight of all my classmates would make me glad and I would have fun getting onto what we do best.. Having fun in classes and not studying till the 11th hour..
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best of luck
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