Oh!! You never realise when the end is approaching.. It seems like only a few days back we had started off as the fourth year students.. The last year of college already seems like the shortest year of college life and every other day someone reminds of the fact that it would be all over soon yet we wish and we pray that time somehow stops or at least takes a slower pace!!!
Well this feeling would stick on till it ends and then linger on as 'Oh! It ended'.. But the things of my latest concern is how short this semester seemed to me!! The odd semester is the larger semester while the even semester is over by the time you blink [not in the literal sense guys!!] But still, time flies away then but this time, in the odd semester too, it seemed we didn't get time at all... There weren't many days that I have spent with my group and I haven't met my entire group together, have met a few group members at a single time, but the entire group together, free and chatting is a thing that I can't recall has happened in the recent past..
Well, this past Friday went to movie with friends.. It was a great movie, mindless and comedy, not many complex emotions to deal with!! It was great.. The plus point to add to the fun was that it was a called 'BANDH' by the BJP.. So, as we settle down to chat in Mc D's, the BJP members walked in to show us the way out and forced the place to close.. We sat inside a small gloomy place while waiting for the clock to turn 1 so that we could go in for our movie.. Well, I couldn't have an ice cream because of all the chaos!!! [:(]
The entire college was no fun in the past few days and it was kind of OK.. By the way, I am done with my summer training presentation.. It was fine, he didn't put up any questions at all.. Great, I was delighted at my luck which had turned too sweet that day!!
The point however is, I am not yet in the exam mode and the sessional are back again.. The vivas are just less than a week away and within 10 to 12 days [from the end of vivas] the final exams will make the calling and I am not prepared!!! Panic attack?? A sudden realisation?? Don't know what to call this, but I am just not panic yet.. And yes guys, it is my main concern.. Whenever I am not in the feel of exams, it means I am not panicking or getting hyper, my exams go all wrong.. I write terrible papers and I pass on the verge biting my nails fearing to flunk!!!
So guys pray that the panic attack strikes in and I get in the exam mode before its too late..
Best of luck to all those whose exams are approaching..
NOTE : I am not writing regularly as there are so many things happening in a day and nothing at all for a week.. So it becomes difficult to write it without the unnecessary and personal detalis!!
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