A little update..

HI,

Wondering what keeps me busy these days.. Well, you know guys, its the face book and the recent happenings..

My friend is just fine now.. Off for a small vacation with parents to her grandparents..

The college isn't going smooth at all.. We have lots of presentations lined up and I am not feeling too prepared!! I have a group presentation on this coming Tuesday on the Interview Techniques.. I am speaking for a group of four and thus I am in immense pressure as not only my grades, but their grades too depend on how I perform there.. They are showing great confidence in me and I don't wanna let them down by not performing up to the mark, so as I try to remove the slightest discomfort I am in, I wonder if it is all gonna go smooth.. I am preparing, but I am getting these nervousness and panic attacks.. For the first time I am experiencing that butterflies in your stomach kind of feeling!!!


I have another presentation lined up for this Tuesday, most probably than not its not happening this Tuesday, but when things go wrong, they go wrong in the worst possible manner, so I am trying to prepare for the worst possible scenario!! Giving two presentations in a day.. Its about my summer training in front of a teacher that has developed special disliking for me.. Oh!!! He hates me, no doubt I hate him more than he hates me but sometimes the hatred of a teacher is the most damaging of all hatreds you earn in your college life.. The worst would be, all hate you alike.. Luckily I haven't mastered it yet!! Touch wood... I don't wanna see that day either when I would be the loathed and hated student!!! God spare me the horror!!!


Though the earlier presentation of HRM on the topic of INTERVIEWS is easier as I am deeply interested in the subject and I have studied the material at least once and I know what all I can speak about it.. But the other on my summer training is gonna be the hardest nut to crack.. Its on Visual Basics, a computer subject.. What's the big deal, some of you may be thinking, but those who know me a bit know that I HATE COMPUTERS.. I wish they weren't invented.. Yeah, I hate them to this extent.. Or at least we didn't have to study about them.. The languages and all are so difficult until someone teaches you nicely and I don't know even the A B C's of the language.. And I am supposed to present it.. In front of a teacher who hates me to the core.. I need a miracle to get out of this unhurt!!! I wish for some super powers here.. Or a 'Like me for sometime' spray.. Yeah, I don't want him to like me for too long.. Uhhhh

Anyways, I don't have a great footwear either.. I know it sounds funny to talk about the footwear ordeal right now, but I can't help it.. Moreover, its a good distraction.. In fact, you would agree that a nicely dressed not too well versed in the subject speaker is better than a dorky geek knowing all about the subject!! If you look good, are dressed appropriately, you are more confident and you are allowed to go wrong a few times too.. A pretty face, a nice smile and just the right dress makes things easier.. [:D]
Ok, I am exaggerating, but it surely helps a bit, even if just 1 percent...

So, wondering if I should run to the market or just try to gather as much knowledge about the subject as possible.. I am in a dilemma and would love to get a few suggestions for the next presentation [may be, you guys take too long a time to write back]..

Still nervous and think I should read something..[:)]

Catch you guys later and would keep you updated!!