Oh!! You never realise when the end is approaching.. It seems like only a few days back we had started off as the fourth year students.. The last year of college already seems like the shortest year of college life and every other day someone reminds of the fact that it would be all over soon yet we wish and we pray that time somehow stops or at least takes a slower pace!!!
Well this feeling would stick on till it ends and then linger on as 'Oh! It ended'.. But the things of my latest concern is how short this semester seemed to me!! The odd semester is the larger semester while the even semester is over by the time you blink [not in the literal sense guys!!] But still, time flies away then but this time, in the odd semester too, it seemed we didn't get time at all... There weren't many days that I have spent with my group and I haven't met my entire group together, have met a few group members at a single time, but the entire group together, free and chatting is a thing that I can't recall has happened in the recent past..
Well, this past Friday went to movie with friends.. It was a great movie, mindless and comedy, not many complex emotions to deal with!! It was great.. The plus point to add to the fun was that it was a called 'BANDH' by the BJP.. So, as we settle down to chat in Mc D's, the BJP members walked in to show us the way out and forced the place to close.. We sat inside a small gloomy place while waiting for the clock to turn 1 so that we could go in for our movie.. Well, I couldn't have an ice cream because of all the chaos!!! [:(]
The entire college was no fun in the past few days and it was kind of OK.. By the way, I am done with my summer training presentation.. It was fine, he didn't put up any questions at all.. Great, I was delighted at my luck which had turned too sweet that day!!
The point however is, I am not yet in the exam mode and the sessional are back again.. The vivas are just less than a week away and within 10 to 12 days [from the end of vivas] the final exams will make the calling and I am not prepared!!! Panic attack?? A sudden realisation?? Don't know what to call this, but I am just not panic yet.. And yes guys, it is my main concern.. Whenever I am not in the feel of exams, it means I am not panicking or getting hyper, my exams go all wrong.. I write terrible papers and I pass on the verge biting my nails fearing to flunk!!!
So guys pray that the panic attack strikes in and I get in the exam mode before its too late..
Best of luck to all those whose exams are approaching..
NOTE : I am not writing regularly as there are so many things happening in a day and nothing at all for a week.. So it becomes difficult to write it without the unnecessary and personal detalis!!
Monday, November 16, 2009
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Updates:
I talked to him on Thursday and he wasn't interested in listening to me.. The entire Tuesday was spent plotting and figuring out who was on my side in case it was a war situation between me and the devil.. I think he should be given a name.. I can't think of a name, guys I need help here..
Well, I did get enough support to start a fight, but everyone asked me to keep it as the last option and not unleash hell in the first step itself!! Well, point noted.. I have been at the centre of many rivalries and was always too brutal and too cruel.. A merciless fighter who would rip off the miscreant of little respect he ever had!! So as I was asked to simmer down, I was preparing to take another course this time..
I met him and apologised but he was on cloud nine.. Said I was never attentive and never paid any attention to what he said and that it was my fault that I didn't know that my presentation was due this Tuesday.. Well, I had taken the expert at maintaining cool, as she tried to bring down the temperatures, I was looking for a single slight opportunity to blow off the handle and unleash my weapon.. My words and then show off the student support I had and the hatred we all nurture for him..
He didn't say any such words to make me go mad and have a reason to start a full war than this cold war.. As I left the room fuming as I didn't get on either side of the road, I wondered what to do to make him kneel down or start a fight!!!
He was a clear hopeless case and told me that he was too busy and would talk tomorrow!!!
What the heck!! I wanted to shout out.. Not coming tomorrow would be a point gained for him, so I had to come despite many people taking an off!!!
On Friday, he agreed on giving me a date of this Tuesday without exchange of even a single word.. I was prepared to start a war if he tried to escape without giving a clear reply.. And even before I could utter a single word, he said, 'This Tuesday'!! That is it!!!! I wonder why all my preparations always go in vein!! But still, i got what I wanted without use of much power.. So I feel, it was worth the ado!!!
Well, I did get enough support to start a fight, but everyone asked me to keep it as the last option and not unleash hell in the first step itself!! Well, point noted.. I have been at the centre of many rivalries and was always too brutal and too cruel.. A merciless fighter who would rip off the miscreant of little respect he ever had!! So as I was asked to simmer down, I was preparing to take another course this time..
I met him and apologised but he was on cloud nine.. Said I was never attentive and never paid any attention to what he said and that it was my fault that I didn't know that my presentation was due this Tuesday.. Well, I had taken the expert at maintaining cool, as she tried to bring down the temperatures, I was looking for a single slight opportunity to blow off the handle and unleash my weapon.. My words and then show off the student support I had and the hatred we all nurture for him..
He didn't say any such words to make me go mad and have a reason to start a full war than this cold war.. As I left the room fuming as I didn't get on either side of the road, I wondered what to do to make him kneel down or start a fight!!!
He was a clear hopeless case and told me that he was too busy and would talk tomorrow!!!
What the heck!! I wanted to shout out.. Not coming tomorrow would be a point gained for him, so I had to come despite many people taking an off!!!
On Friday, he agreed on giving me a date of this Tuesday without exchange of even a single word.. I was prepared to start a war if he tried to escape without giving a clear reply.. And even before I could utter a single word, he said, 'This Tuesday'!! That is it!!!! I wonder why all my preparations always go in vein!! But still, i got what I wanted without use of much power.. So I feel, it was worth the ado!!!
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Another teacher-student rivalry, starring me.. [:D]
As I write this, I am wondering what should be the title for this post!!
I hate that teacher more now..[Hope you read that 'update' post].. What did he do now? Well he deserves all the hate words that man has invented till date.. A piece of crap, a bag of shit, whatever comes to your mind now..
The day began on a high note.. Great energy and my presentation.. It was fine, wasn't as good as I wanted it to be.. But still satisfying.. I covered the topic nicely including the definition, objective, types, advantages, problems faced and ways to overcome them.. It was a bit lenghty but still good for the first attempt..
The next few lectures were also fine, till I got to see his face.. Oh!! I hate him so much.. He is damn irritating.. Poor communication skills and lack of knowledge about the subject added up with such attitude, makes a lethal combination.. So, as he speaks haphazardly placed words like 'Throw the rectifier" instead of 'Through the rectifier", it is more of a guess work going on to know what is he trying to convey with whatever little know how he has about the subject!!!
Well, the strength of the class was less, he took the attendance and asked those not interested in sitting in the class walk out of it.. I was no fool to stick around.. I too left with my friends.. We sat in the adjacent room, playing and giggling.. May be the sound of students having fun irritated him too much.. He came to our class and started looking at us as if we were some aliens plotting to eliminate every sign of life from earth!! As he was trying to find ways to spoil the fun of it all, he spotted me, standing there as other friends sat on desks!! I was the one he took a shot on [not in the literal sense obviously].. He grumbled at me.. Said, what was I doing here.. It was supposed to be the day when I would give my summer training presentation!! God!! What the heck.. He announced it out of nowhere.. I started arguing that it wasn't my turn today, but he started walking away to the room he came from!! Such a shitty thing to do.. Say anything you feel like and walk away!! I hate such acts.. Have the heart to face what comes after the initial accusation!! But many people lack it!!
Anyways, I walked to the class and he thought I would plead to be let in.. But I very firmly and loudly said, I am not coming in, I am just confirming things.. As he was more pissed by my act, I wondered what was next!!!
The day ended and I knew, I would have to talk to him again!!! As I mocked about the incident a few minutes later, I was thinking of what shape this latest argument would take!!!
Note: The title of this post just striked me as soon as I saw the published post, so edited it to give it a title..[:)]
I hate that teacher more now..[Hope you read that 'update' post].. What did he do now? Well he deserves all the hate words that man has invented till date.. A piece of crap, a bag of shit, whatever comes to your mind now..
The day began on a high note.. Great energy and my presentation.. It was fine, wasn't as good as I wanted it to be.. But still satisfying.. I covered the topic nicely including the definition, objective, types, advantages, problems faced and ways to overcome them.. It was a bit lenghty but still good for the first attempt..
The next few lectures were also fine, till I got to see his face.. Oh!! I hate him so much.. He is damn irritating.. Poor communication skills and lack of knowledge about the subject added up with such attitude, makes a lethal combination.. So, as he speaks haphazardly placed words like 'Throw the rectifier" instead of 'Through the rectifier", it is more of a guess work going on to know what is he trying to convey with whatever little know how he has about the subject!!!
Well, the strength of the class was less, he took the attendance and asked those not interested in sitting in the class walk out of it.. I was no fool to stick around.. I too left with my friends.. We sat in the adjacent room, playing and giggling.. May be the sound of students having fun irritated him too much.. He came to our class and started looking at us as if we were some aliens plotting to eliminate every sign of life from earth!! As he was trying to find ways to spoil the fun of it all, he spotted me, standing there as other friends sat on desks!! I was the one he took a shot on [not in the literal sense obviously].. He grumbled at me.. Said, what was I doing here.. It was supposed to be the day when I would give my summer training presentation!! God!! What the heck.. He announced it out of nowhere.. I started arguing that it wasn't my turn today, but he started walking away to the room he came from!! Such a shitty thing to do.. Say anything you feel like and walk away!! I hate such acts.. Have the heart to face what comes after the initial accusation!! But many people lack it!!
Anyways, I walked to the class and he thought I would plead to be let in.. But I very firmly and loudly said, I am not coming in, I am just confirming things.. As he was more pissed by my act, I wondered what was next!!!
The day ended and I knew, I would have to talk to him again!!! As I mocked about the incident a few minutes later, I was thinking of what shape this latest argument would take!!!
Note: The title of this post just striked me as soon as I saw the published post, so edited it to give it a title..[:)]
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Manali Trip : DAY 2 [contd..]
As we reached our hotel quite late in the evening that too after almost 24 hours while the journey shouldn't have taken more than 14 hours!!! I wonder what was more irritating the long and torturing journey or the way the teachers were behaving.. We were given just half an hour to bathe and relax before making us go out to have a look at the Mall Road in Manali..
A single room was shared by 4 girls.. I was lucky to have great roommates, but still, getting ready in just half an hour was out of question!! So, as we hurried through the process to get the time to explore the place, we were also trying to know each other and adjust!!
As we somehow got dressed a bit appropriately for the windy weather outside, I was surprised to know the restrictions that were imposed on us!! Girls can't go out on their own.. Must be accompanied by guys and teachers... I know it was for our own safety as the people were quite different from the people here in Delhi, but the real put off were the teachers.. The lady teachers wanted to go out together as a group and we didn't want the male teachers around.. After much persuasion and pleading when nothing seemed to move in our favour, we ganged up with the guys and went out to have some fun.. To explore the place and for dinner..
Ahhh.. The chilly winds and the darkness were great and awe inspiring but the local guys passing comments was a bit irritating.. I wonder why can't the guys just leave a gang of girls having fun alone.. Ours is quite a indifferent group.. Why I said so?? Beacuse despite the fact that the number of girls is far lesser to the number of guys in college we have just 2 guys in a group of 10.. Two guys and 8 gals.. It becomes difficult in such places at such hours.. We jokingly asked every single gal to find a boyfriend to accompany us!! [:D]
Anyways, it was fun dining there.. The food was awesome and the services were just fine.. We later ate ice creams as sweet dish.. We didn't get much time to explore the local market though.. I was tired by the end of it all.. So as I went in the room, we quickly talked and decided about the side of the bed I liked and just went to bed immediately..
Btw, I like the right side of the bed [For all those curious people].. [:D]
A single room was shared by 4 girls.. I was lucky to have great roommates, but still, getting ready in just half an hour was out of question!! So, as we hurried through the process to get the time to explore the place, we were also trying to know each other and adjust!!
As we somehow got dressed a bit appropriately for the windy weather outside, I was surprised to know the restrictions that were imposed on us!! Girls can't go out on their own.. Must be accompanied by guys and teachers... I know it was for our own safety as the people were quite different from the people here in Delhi, but the real put off were the teachers.. The lady teachers wanted to go out together as a group and we didn't want the male teachers around.. After much persuasion and pleading when nothing seemed to move in our favour, we ganged up with the guys and went out to have some fun.. To explore the place and for dinner..
Ahhh.. The chilly winds and the darkness were great and awe inspiring but the local guys passing comments was a bit irritating.. I wonder why can't the guys just leave a gang of girls having fun alone.. Ours is quite a indifferent group.. Why I said so?? Beacuse despite the fact that the number of girls is far lesser to the number of guys in college we have just 2 guys in a group of 10.. Two guys and 8 gals.. It becomes difficult in such places at such hours.. We jokingly asked every single gal to find a boyfriend to accompany us!! [:D]
Anyways, it was fun dining there.. The food was awesome and the services were just fine.. We later ate ice creams as sweet dish.. We didn't get much time to explore the local market though.. I was tired by the end of it all.. So as I went in the room, we quickly talked and decided about the side of the bed I liked and just went to bed immediately..
Btw, I like the right side of the bed [For all those curious people].. [:D]
A little update..
HI,
Wondering what keeps me busy these days.. Well, you know guys, its the face book and the recent happenings..
My friend is just fine now.. Off for a small vacation with parents to her grandparents..
The college isn't going smooth at all.. We have lots of presentations lined up and I am not feeling too prepared!! I have a group presentation on this coming Tuesday on the Interview Techniques.. I am speaking for a group of four and thus I am in immense pressure as not only my grades, but their grades too depend on how I perform there.. They are showing great confidence in me and I don't wanna let them down by not performing up to the mark, so as I try to remove the slightest discomfort I am in, I wonder if it is all gonna go smooth.. I am preparing, but I am getting these nervousness and panic attacks.. For the first time I am experiencing that butterflies in your stomach kind of feeling!!!
I have another presentation lined up for this Tuesday, most probably than not its not happening this Tuesday, but when things go wrong, they go wrong in the worst possible manner, so I am trying to prepare for the worst possible scenario!! Giving two presentations in a day.. Its about my summer training in front of a teacher that has developed special disliking for me.. Oh!!! He hates me, no doubt I hate him more than he hates me but sometimes the hatred of a teacher is the most damaging of all hatreds you earn in your college life.. The worst would be, all hate you alike.. Luckily I haven't mastered it yet!! Touch wood... I don't wanna see that day either when I would be the loathed and hated student!!! God spare me the horror!!!
Though the earlier presentation of HRM on the topic of INTERVIEWS is easier as I am deeply interested in the subject and I have studied the material at least once and I know what all I can speak about it.. But the other on my summer training is gonna be the hardest nut to crack.. Its on Visual Basics, a computer subject.. What's the big deal, some of you may be thinking, but those who know me a bit know that I HATE COMPUTERS.. I wish they weren't invented.. Yeah, I hate them to this extent.. Or at least we didn't have to study about them.. The languages and all are so difficult until someone teaches you nicely and I don't know even the A B C's of the language.. And I am supposed to present it.. In front of a teacher who hates me to the core.. I need a miracle to get out of this unhurt!!! I wish for some super powers here.. Or a 'Like me for sometime' spray.. Yeah, I don't want him to like me for too long.. Uhhhh
Anyways, I don't have a great footwear either.. I know it sounds funny to talk about the footwear ordeal right now, but I can't help it.. Moreover, its a good distraction.. In fact, you would agree that a nicely dressed not too well versed in the subject speaker is better than a dorky geek knowing all about the subject!! If you look good, are dressed appropriately, you are more confident and you are allowed to go wrong a few times too.. A pretty face, a nice smile and just the right dress makes things easier.. [:D]
Ok, I am exaggerating, but it surely helps a bit, even if just 1 percent...
So, wondering if I should run to the market or just try to gather as much knowledge about the subject as possible.. I am in a dilemma and would love to get a few suggestions for the next presentation [may be, you guys take too long a time to write back]..
Still nervous and think I should read something..[:)]
Catch you guys later and would keep you updated!!
Wondering what keeps me busy these days.. Well, you know guys, its the face book and the recent happenings..
My friend is just fine now.. Off for a small vacation with parents to her grandparents..
The college isn't going smooth at all.. We have lots of presentations lined up and I am not feeling too prepared!! I have a group presentation on this coming Tuesday on the Interview Techniques.. I am speaking for a group of four and thus I am in immense pressure as not only my grades, but their grades too depend on how I perform there.. They are showing great confidence in me and I don't wanna let them down by not performing up to the mark, so as I try to remove the slightest discomfort I am in, I wonder if it is all gonna go smooth.. I am preparing, but I am getting these nervousness and panic attacks.. For the first time I am experiencing that butterflies in your stomach kind of feeling!!!
I have another presentation lined up for this Tuesday, most probably than not its not happening this Tuesday, but when things go wrong, they go wrong in the worst possible manner, so I am trying to prepare for the worst possible scenario!! Giving two presentations in a day.. Its about my summer training in front of a teacher that has developed special disliking for me.. Oh!!! He hates me, no doubt I hate him more than he hates me but sometimes the hatred of a teacher is the most damaging of all hatreds you earn in your college life.. The worst would be, all hate you alike.. Luckily I haven't mastered it yet!! Touch wood... I don't wanna see that day either when I would be the loathed and hated student!!! God spare me the horror!!!
Though the earlier presentation of HRM on the topic of INTERVIEWS is easier as I am deeply interested in the subject and I have studied the material at least once and I know what all I can speak about it.. But the other on my summer training is gonna be the hardest nut to crack.. Its on Visual Basics, a computer subject.. What's the big deal, some of you may be thinking, but those who know me a bit know that I HATE COMPUTERS.. I wish they weren't invented.. Yeah, I hate them to this extent.. Or at least we didn't have to study about them.. The languages and all are so difficult until someone teaches you nicely and I don't know even the A B C's of the language.. And I am supposed to present it.. In front of a teacher who hates me to the core.. I need a miracle to get out of this unhurt!!! I wish for some super powers here.. Or a 'Like me for sometime' spray.. Yeah, I don't want him to like me for too long.. Uhhhh
Anyways, I don't have a great footwear either.. I know it sounds funny to talk about the footwear ordeal right now, but I can't help it.. Moreover, its a good distraction.. In fact, you would agree that a nicely dressed not too well versed in the subject speaker is better than a dorky geek knowing all about the subject!! If you look good, are dressed appropriately, you are more confident and you are allowed to go wrong a few times too.. A pretty face, a nice smile and just the right dress makes things easier.. [:D]
Ok, I am exaggerating, but it surely helps a bit, even if just 1 percent...
So, wondering if I should run to the market or just try to gather as much knowledge about the subject as possible.. I am in a dilemma and would love to get a few suggestions for the next presentation [may be, you guys take too long a time to write back]..
Still nervous and think I should read something..[:)]
Catch you guys later and would keep you updated!!
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