Spare me the honor of being the most discussed topic in the hallway..

I sometimes wonder if I am really that hard nut to crack? Am I really that stubborn and obstinate being? I sometimes do feel that I tend to over react, but am I to be blamed for everything, I think we all have a tendency of finding faults in others to save our skin!!

I am just another human being with a faulty personality but to generalise my personality like this would amount to cruelty..[;)] OK.. I know I went overboard but still I dislike being judged all the time.. I am not participating in one of the many contests on various shows on television then why do I need to please anyone? I wonder why do people want to categorise me as, 'I know her, she is way too much!!' or 'I know her, she is fine..' I don't need you guys to do the talking for me.. I won't pay you for saying either of the two sentences..

I generally say, 'I don't know much about him/her' to any inquiries regarding someone.. I do have opinions about people but I don't want to proclaim it to the world!! My opinion, my wish.. You need not agree or disagree.. Its based on my observation and my experience.. Don't want to know if you faced anything similar.. I don't talk much about others unless I really intend to tarnish their image or enhance it.. I don't need to say, 'He/she is damn irritating' to a near stranger, just because he/she wants to know my opinion on the subject of their research.. Or praise him/her to great lengths.. In case of close friends or amazingly beloved enemies, the rule doesn't hold..[;)]

I am just fed up of hearing people who didn't even talk to me once say 'I have heard she is too arrogant and nasty being'.. Or a simple 'she is fine'.. Both the sentences are damn irritating.. Who made you an expert on dealing with me.. Who gave you the right or the degree to talk about me with this smirk of arrogance as if you have spent a lifetime with me? You say a 'Hi' and move on towards your destination and their acquaintances inquire about you while you can still hear them discuss you.. I prefer being unsocial to this unnecessary fuss you generate when you walk down a corridor.. God save me from being the topic that pops up whenever you move across the hallway.. I am not amused.. I am not..

So please spare me the honor of being the most discussed topic in the hallway.. There are so many others who crave for it.. Who go to lengths to be the topic of everyone's discussion.. I hate to see you looking at me and talking to your buddy, making it so obvious that you are talking about me.. Be it the guys or the gals, none of you is that smart to disguise your main focus.. Go get a life.. I would be happy not to be the topic of your discussions.. I am not amused by these glares.. At least don't stare at me while you talk about me, may be it would make you all bearable, while all this while I feel like walking upto you and ask, 'What's your problem?'.. But I deter self from doing so, as I don't want to give you a new thing to talk about me..