So many things change within a blink of an eye and you never know what the next thing in life would be, but sometimes these things mean a lot more than plain words that you love to bring up in conversations when someone asks about what you have thought about your future..!!

I hate the 'What next question' more than anything in this world..!! What next, can never be planned and all my plans and expectations are panned within a blink of an eye, so what I fear more than the thing that would happen next is the thought of trying to think and make up a plan for the glorious 'what next' questions..!!!

One day you want something and the very next day you repent what you just wished for.. In this manner even wishing is turning to be too difficult for me..!!! Ohhh, How I wished to get back home and now how I wish to go away again.. How I wished to work and than how I wished not to work..

Well, I did land myself a job but I did also land myself a lot of problems that I didn't see.. I am yet to join and I am excited but I am a bit tensed too because of these recent developments.. I wonder why can't we have a few things easy in life and why is every easy thing comes with a lot of hidden potential terror invoking little things that grow up to be monstrous and that tend to gulp down their throat the little happiness the easy thing brought..

While I try to figure out things and devise a plan, [which I also know is futile], but then the only thing each of us tries to gain after a storm is stability and the previous state.. While I look around to find that little thing that makes me forget it all, I wonder when I would have something that would make me want to write again..!!!

[ I even forget my password by the time I think of just writing it and letting it out... :P]